The news of his death was a surprise to me. Thats one thing about death it always comes unexpectedly. I pay my condolences to his family members and I pray that let his soul rest in peace. He was the one who had thousand names, but to me and my colleagues he was the man with the Natural Head Band..adieu sir...We will one day come after you, don't know when...We will miss your smile and brisk walk...
Monday, 30 June 2008
The Counterfeiters
Once again I was drawn into the world of movies and this time it was the Counterfeiters, an Austrian movie which won the Oscars in the foreign film category. Watching this movie I also realized why an Indian movie never won an Oscar in this category. The three shortcomings of Indian cinema is listed below.
Indian formula of hero centered movies
Lack of originality in script
Too much of embellishments like songs and overacting.
I befriended ‘The Counterfeiters’ some three months back when I saw the Podcast, Movie Minutes from New York Times where A.O Scott reviewed the movie in his own impeccable style. The discovery of the DVD at the B’lore ‘cinema paradiso’ made me feel quite cinematic and the quality of the print was excellent. This is not an English movie but it has got three languages – German, Austrian and Russian. Subtitles help us a lot. The movie is based on a true story and it is based on the Nazis project called Project Bernhard," the aims of which include destabilizing the economies of Britain and the USA by producing and circulating vast quantities of forged banknotes. This is also the story of Salomon 'Sally' Sorowitsch who is described as the King of Counterfeiters. He is an artist and through his art he saves himself and the life of others around him. Outstanding acting from Karl Markovics is one of the highest points of the film.
The tags that I found attached to the film were –
A genius con artist put to work by the Nazis. A survivor's tale you've never seen before.
It takes a clever man to make money; it takes a genius to stay alive
Gifts and Human Beings
O.Henry’s story ‘The Gift of the Magi’ clearly shows the true value of a gift and the sacrifices involved in giving and receiving a gift. This blog examines the concept of gifts and how it is plays a part in human life.
According to me a gift is political, personal and divine. These three classifications are kind of far fetched but still they cover the whole gamut of this concept. Being brought up in a country where the word colonial hangover had a strong affect I couldn’t but notice the political implications of a gift. India in the past was nothing but a collection of princely states and they were not at all amicable with each other. When the British made their presence felt many of these princely rulers sought their help to crush their enemies. One way they struck an alliance with the British was by offering them gifts which included rare gems, diamonds and even their beautiful women subjects which led to the establishment of the Anglo-Indian community. The history of gifts can be traced further back to the splendid days of the Mughal emperors. Birbal, the Grand Vizier received gifts from Akbar for his witty remarks and administrative capabilities. Down in South India a court-poet of the Vijayanagara Empire in the 16th century CE by the name Tenali Raman received gifts from his emperor. Even today congress leaders move towards 10 Janapth to present the Madame with gifts hoping to win her favour. The same is the case with AIDMK followers who revolve around Poes Garden to get the ‘darshan’ of Amma.
When it comes to personal level of gifts it becomes emotional and there is lots of excitement in the air. Here the heart matters whereas in the political scenario it is the head that matters. My life is a gift from my mom and dad and my gift to them is take care of them when they need me. Lovers exchange gifts and make the feeling of love commercialized. Valentines Day thus becomes a day for exchanging gifts which sometimes involves little ego and a high dose of snobbishness. I am reminded of the Amul ad of the 90’s which had a beautiful caption which said ‘A gift for someone you love’. The art of giving and receiving gifts in the personal domain sometimes borders on politics when a husband tries to woo his wife by giving an expensive kanchipuram saree. It is nothing but love politicized.
The third type of gifts which to me is apolitical and sacred is the one involving divinity. Nothing equals to this one. It cannot be copied or faked it 100% original. All the singers in this world, players, and even leaders they are gifted from above. SPB, K.J Yesudas, K.S Chitra, A.R Rehaman, Kishore da and all others who were truly gifted by God himself. Sachin Tendulkar, Kapil Dev, V.Anand, Schumi and thousands of others received a rare and exquisite gift from god which we can call as – Talent or Genius. Even I feel that I have received some precious gifts from my maker, like this one what I am doing, writing - plus interpersonal skills.
I feel that each one of us posses a gift from above and the whole purpose of our life is to figure out what exactly is that gift as the quote goes - “Everyone is gifted - but some people never open their package”
Thursday, 26 June 2008
Papillon...Born to be free...
Papillon echoes the theme of other great movies which dealt with prison breaks like – The Great Escape, and Escape from Alcatraz. I feel that the treatment here is different. Unlike other movies, this movie is all about a person, an individual who has got a plan and that’s one reason why I enjoyed this one. It gives you a vivid picture of life inside and outside the prison.
The internal life is filled with reclusion, the infamous death sentence machine Guillotine, homosexuality, blood ducking vampire, half rations, cockroach plus centipede soup – the events and things are endless. Life outside the prison is more hazardous with poison arrows, lepers, rapid river, swamps and bounty hunters. This was Papillion’s life and he was not affected by this coz he had his own way of defeating all the odds. This movie is worth watching to understand the true meaning of words like – hope, friendship, courage, and finally freedom.
Monday, 23 June 2008
Me and Rumi
Rumi was a Persain poet who lived in the 13th century (1207–1273). He was also a jurist and a theologian. During a 25 year period, he composed over 70,000 verses of poetry. The main themes of his poems are love and longing for unity. He believed that music, dance and poetry were a path for reaching God.Rumi's work has been translated into many languages around the world, including Spanish, Arabic, German, Turkish, Russian, and English, among others. His works are being performed at concerts, readings, workshops, dance performances, and in other artist creations.
- Everyone has been made for some particular work, and the desire for that work has been put in every heart.
- It may be that the satisfaction I need depends on my going away, so that when I've gone and come back, I'll find it at home.
- Let the beauty of what you love be what you do.
- Something opens our wings. Something makes boredom and hurt disappear. Someone fills the cup in front of us: We taste only sacredness.
- The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you; Don't go back to sleep. You must ask for what you really want; Don't go back to sleep. People are going back and forth across the doorsill where the two worlds touch. The door is round and open. Don't go back to sleep.
- This is love: to fly toward a secret sky, to cause a hundred veils to fall each moment. First to let go of life. Finally, to take a step without feet.
- We come spinning out of nothingness, scattering stars like dust.
- Inside the Great Mystery that is, we don't really own anything.
- Don't grieve. Anything you lose comes round in another form
- The rain-weeping and the sun burning twine together to make us grow.
- Respond to every call that excites your spirit.
- When you do things from your soul, you feel a river moving in you, a joy.
- Your essence is gold hidden in dust. To reveal its splendor you need to burn in the fire of love.
- Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond...
- Every object, every being, is a jar full of delight.
- At last you have departed and gone to the Unseen. What marvelous route did you take from this world?
- Knowing that conscious decisions and personal memory are much too small a place to live, every human being streams at night into the loving nowhere, or during the day, in some absorbing work.
Wednesday, 18 June 2008
Celebration through Music
Most of my blogs are based on music, cinema and books, because these three are the lifelines of my life. This blog is all about connecting music and the supreme power which is described by three letters as GOD. Songs and prayers have always co-existed. I have enjoyed the Christian hymns that were sung in our church and also the devotional songs on Lord Ayyapa and Guruvayoorapan.
Recently, I came across four songs which celebrated unbridled devotion and support to the supreme one. Music composer undoubtedly was A.R Rehaman and the movie is Jodha Akbar. I feel that the movie is all about celebration (religious sense), an ecstasy filled atmosphere where something is worshipped. There are two songs in the movie which celebrates something that is mundane i.e. Love for the Kingdom and the King and the emotion of love between Akbar and Jodha. The other two songs are purely devotional and they are my favorites.
The song Azeem-O-Shaan Shahenshah celebrates the magnificence of the Emperor Akbar. The crowd sings eulogies to him and refers to him as Shahenshah; they welcome him and enthrone him in their heart. The song is fast paced with the drum beat kind of reflecting the fact that Akbar is the heart throb of the people. The movie, as the title indicates also talks about the attraction that Akbar had towards Jodha Bhai and later it became mutual. Besides celebrating the oneness of Hindu-Muslim community, the movie celebrates love between individuals. The song Jashn-e-bahaara gives a musical expression to this universal emotion.
The other two songs which as I have mentioned before are my favs is pure classical music and one is sung by Rehaman himself. The song is Khwaja Mere Khwaja and it is based on Sufi rhythms. It begins in a humble & simple way and then gradually picks up tempo as if the song, singer and the listener are caught up in a trance like state. I am reminded of the dervishes who dance to the tunes of Rumi music. The song is meditative, melancholic and it speaks about the total surrender before the ultimate one. A.R Rehaman has got that pure magic in his voice which is so evident in the song Vellai Pukkal from the Tamil movie – Kannathil Muthamittal. The next song is Man Mohana sung by Bela Shende. She is a treat and I feel that she will dominate the Indian cinema when it comes to classical music. The voice is tantalizing and the lyrics penned by Javed Akhtar is meaningful. The song worships Shi Krishna and there is a stage in the song where she sings the Man Mohana in four different ways. WOW – that’s indeed a treat, amazing voice. God bless her…
Tuesday, 17 June 2008
Rare Gems from Russia and Pakistan
Natasha tells us about the life a girl who is nursing her father who is dying. His mind is filled with fears of the war that he had fought. Apart from Natasha and her father, the other character is Baron Wolfe. He is in his late thirties and one day takes Natasha on a picnic to the country side - The day when her father, Khrenov succumbs to death. The story is appealing for the style of Nabokov which made Lolita an unforgettable experience. The subtlety with which the reader is made to experience the feelings of Wolfe towards Natasha is wonderful –
‘Leaning over the bannister, Wolfe glanced back at her. For an instant he caught sight from overhead of the sleek, girlish part in her hair’
I think it is purely cinematic and hence vivid. The story explores the mindscape of the three characters – Natasha who is a dreamy girl, trying to get out of the greasy situation of life by fantasizing. Wolfe, who concocts stories about distant lands and people. The picnic scene involving Natasha and Wolfe is highly picturesque and reminded me of the Loft Scene in Sons and Lovers of D.H Lawrence.
The second story which is from across the border (Pakistan) tells the story of an electrician who is in charge of a farm. He’s got thirteen daughters because he was married at an earlier age to ‘a sweet woman of unsurpassed fertility’. The story is a sketch of Nawabdin’s life as the electrician. The story can be divided into two parts, the first part deals with Nawabdin cycling along the farms repairing and trouble shooting electrical problems. In the second part Nawabdin, is given a motorcycle and his social status increases. ‘The motorcycle increased his status, gave him weight, so that people began calling him Uncle and asking his opinion on world affairs, about which he knew absolutely nothing. He could now range farther, doing much wider business’. The story ends with Nawabdin lying in the hospital bed in a pool of blood, ignoring the pleas of the robber who tried to attack him and steal his bike. I don’t think the story has got multiple levels of meaning. It is just a story and as the old adage goes – there are no questions asked when you read/listen to a story.
Monday, 16 June 2008
My 100th Blog...
Saturday, 14 June 2008
My Musical Journey
I am kind of excited when I write this words coz the topic is close to my heart. I do not know whether I can really document the true spirit of music and its influence in my life. I owe a lot to my dad who is a true connoisseur of music. One object which he bought with his first salary was a gramophone record player. It is still there gathering dust in a corner of our house. Everybody has moved on to CDs and other digital gadgets. I also remember my friend Shenoy who used to share his cassettes with me. He is also the one who introduced me to western music. I have listened to George Michaels Wham – The Best a hundred times which had the lovely track – Last Christmas. Then it was Shenoy again who introduced me to one of my favourite band till date – MLTR. Shenoy moved away from our colony and I don’t know where he is now.
My Dad had even managed to find a place in the city of Calicut where they recorded music and rented cassettes for a nominal fee. If I remember it was 2rs per cassette. The name of the shop was Ragini Music. I used to make frequent trips to this shop and dad supported me irking my mom. Most of my evenings were spent sitting in front of the Fischer player either listening to radio or playing my favourite tape.
My love for western music took a new turn when DD2 started a trial transmission of MTV for two hours every evening. I became a voracious viewer. I still remember some songs which came in MTV during that period. Oasis with Breakfast at Tiffany’s, Enya – Time (which mom liked) and Michael Jackson’s Earth Song. I found a shop near Nadakkavu market which recorded music from CD. The shop name was CD FX.They charged a hefty 50 bucks for each cassette, but it was worth it. Jon Bon Jovi enthralled me with Its My Life and MJ with Heal the World. This is also the time when A.R Rehaman became part of my life. I also remember forcing my dad and mom to sit watch Yanni performing at the Taj Mahal
It is only after I started earning on my own that I got the freedom to buy music and try out new things. I owe a lot Sahaya Illam Chezhian who introduced me to the world of New Age music and Trance. He had a lovely collection and sometimes if he is in a good mood used to describe the songs to me. I still remember one CD which was titled – Chants of India by Ravi Sankar which he made me buy from Landmark – Chennai. It was worth buying. In many ways musically I owe a lot to Che (in Spanish it means mate or partner). I cannot forget the day when me and Che played Enigma – Principles of Lust on a stage that was supposed to be the altar for Maundy Thursday services at Loyola. Che also introduced me to the exciting world of movie soundtracks. The next person who influenced me was my own student – Manickvel. He used to do part time work at Music World at Spenser’s and he had a mammoth collection of songs. I used to sit with post midnight and record songs. We had planned project to record the songs of all artists according to the alphabetical order but some how the project got fizzled out. We started with Aerosmith, did BSB, Corrs, and then ended with Dire Straits.
At MCC, it was Shainu, Prince, and Vimal who shaped my musical sensibilities. Shainu and Vimal took me to the world of 70’s and 80’s of Western music with artists like Peter, Paul, and Mary, The Doors, Billy Joel. There is one person in MCC who is still a bachelor and is the greatest music lover I have ever met in my life. We all call him Suri sir. I like him for three things – First he is still a bachelor, second – he spends large sums of his salary to buy music and thirdly I like him for his possessiveness about his music collection. He never gave me music CD or a DVD, but still I do not have any grudges against him. He is the one who got hooked me into Travelling Wilburys and the legendary Beatles.
The more I got to know the world of music, I feel all the more deprived. I am more like Einstein who described himself as a small child standing on the shore of knowledge picking a pebble or two while the vast ocean of knowledge is stretched out in front of him.
Friday, 13 June 2008
The Dreamers
I really could see the motive behind using the three characters, both Theo and Isabelle belongs to the base of a triangular relationship. Mathew occupies the head of the triangle and he serves more as a commentator or a kind of choral character. They complement each other but at the end, nothing even Mathew could not separate the twins – Theo and Isabelle.
Bertolucci's films are explorations into the human psyche. (Wikepedia). The title of the movie is very much indicative of this. Theo and Isabelle lives in a dream world filled with cinema images. It is also interesting to note that the corridor leading to Theo’s and Matthew’s rooms are narrow and mostly dark but lit up occasionally by red light. The movie is also worth watching for its depth study of the Classics. Even when Isabelle contemplates the act of suicide she got a cinematic image running in her mind. There is even heated argument between Theo and Matthew on whether Keaton or Chaplin is better. There is French culture splattered every where. Discussion about Godrad, French food – Ratatouille, literary books all makes the movie a cultural treat.
Bertolucci's discusses love and violence in this movies and he does it by showing love and lust intertwined. The movie was given a NC17 certificate in the US for its explicit portrayal of nudity and sex. I feel that the sexual scenes are beautifully portrayed and it is a visual treat. One scene which I fondly recollect is the scene that happens in Isabelle’s room, where she behaves likes Venus Adonis. I remember one line from the movie which made me think about my own life and human life in general. - 'There is nothing called as pure love, there are only proofs of love'
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
Samsara
Friday, 6 June 2008
The Lonely Individual and the Celluloid
My Best Photographs # 2
Dogs and cats always fascinate me. It is something which runs in my family. We had two German shepherds, one poodle, one Doberman and finally two Daschunds. My parents loved them so much that they use to make us jealous. Anyway, we were given the invaluable lesson in life that dogs and cats can be trusted more than a human being. My parents after the death of the daschunds stopped looking after dogs. They simply refused to buy a new puppy after that – the reason cited was that they cannot bear the pain caused by their death. I salute my parents for these Maneka Gandhi like thoughts. After some time months, since they were no dogs in our house, cats started visiting our house and they easily befriended my parents. I think they are there to stay. So this one in the photograph is named as ‘kuttapan’ which can be roughly translated into English as the smart one. Last night I heard from my Mom that Kuttapan got killed and was taken away my some street dog. The pain continues…
Thursday, 5 June 2008
My Best Photographs...Snap # 1
This snap had surprised me. I was pillion riding on my brother's bike and Naethan was seated on the fuel tank. He was strapped on to my bro's body. He is just 2 year old and likes to go for jaunts on my bro's bike. I am happy that the photograph clearly shows the excitement on his face. His face is captured in the mirror and the expression shows how he is engrossed in the sights and sounds around him.
How to get out of bad situations...
Below is given some ways we all can grapple with bad times in our lives. Human life is quite interesting and much more interesting is the fact that we ourselves create all the misery in this world - by our thoughts, actions, and by our behavior. So the problem solving part is quite easy because we ourselves are part of the problem and we should know the way out if we know the way in. I recommend the following for people who think life is choking them to inertia.
- Prepare yourself to take in the fact that the bad thing has happened and there is no point in spending too much time on that.
- You got every right to feel bad about the problem. Most of the times, there are only few problems for which you can find a solution all by yourself. Certain things and events are beyond your reach or control.
- Allow yourself to think about the situation not to feel about it. I am sure that the logical and analytical method will be helpful than shedding some tears or heaving some sighs.
- Listen to some instrumental music and try to get the music inside by closing your eyes.
- Read some books which will take you away from this world at least for some time.
- Take a walk and try to be aware of the sights and sounds around you as you walk.
- Talk to your friends about the problem or some other topics which are interesting. If nobody is around, talk to yourself. If you have a voice recording software with you, records your voice and document it.
- Look forward for something interesting, maybe a trip, a movie, a good dinner…
I have done the following in my life and if you succeed please drop me a line at jith77@gmail.com
The Measure of Cruelty
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
The Pain called Rain
Rain rain, go away,
Come again another day.
Little Johnny wants to play;
Rain, rain, go to Spain,
Never show your face again!
Children are always advised and cautioned to keep a safe distance from Rain. Rain is always portrayed as a ‘natural villain’. Because of the rain as children we had always missed some outdoor actions. To stay indoors (sans power) was a difficult experience. I cannot exactly recollect how many times my parents have cancelled outings citing rain as a wonderful reason.
A die hard cricket fan will hate a game which got cancelled due to rain. I feel that the Duckworth-Lewis method (D/L method) was invented to escape the cruel nature of the unnatural effect of this natural phenomenon.
My mother used to curse the rain especially when the clothes remain wet for days together. Even I hate the rain because of the frequent power cuts and for creating an eerie kind of atmosphere. Lightning’s and thunderstorms make the ambience spookier. The roads become slushy and inaccessible. The so called homeless ones will find it extremely difficult to cook something outdoors. Rainy season is also the time for a battalion of diseases. From a common cold the range of disease will extend to cholera. The public works department will have some difficulty to welcome as a romantic entity. The sewage gets clogged and they get lots of complaints. The Army, instead of fighting the enemy who is standing across the border will participate in relief operations and flood management.
Rainy season is also the time when TV is flooded with ads of umbrellas. Most of these ads show children playing in the rain and enjoying the act of splashing water on each other.. The way cinema handles and hyper-glorifies rain in a romantic way has some serious effects on the mind of people. The rain and the subsequent ‘kiss’ in the movie ‘Raja Hindustani’ stays in the psyche of the audience as exactly the producers of the movie wanted. I am sure that many would have seen the flick for that 'stolen kiss'. Rain is so unromantic that there should be re-thinking about these drops of water that comes from God-knows-from-where.